How lucky am I?

Would anyone believe, that an other car of ours got totalled?? Yup, now we are down to one old car, which is broken too and a stick shift! Lucky me, I can drive that....
No, but really? I feel so blue, since the Restaurant is going pretty slow for the last couple months (*with that strange weather??) and I opened it up only a while ago, so there is no Money left for new carSSSS!!! My son needs a car to come here and help out in the Restaurant, then I need a car for my job and we need a car for the Family! How is the saying? When the sh... hits the fan? Looks like that in my life right now.
Then my foot is killing me for over 7 months now and my hands are falling asleep again. It's not carpal tunnel (or what that is called?) that has nothing to do with it. That would be an easy way out, believe me.. When I count the years, how long I am in pain already? It's going for 10 years!!!!! Wow, how a body can last and endure pain, that's incredible? And than again, time goes by sooo fast and we are so busy, you don't think about it. Until you go to bed and wanna sleep, then it hits you. you wake up after sleeping 3-4 hours and then the pain begins so bad, you wake up every 30min.......................
I can not remember when I slept through A NIGHT in the last 10 years!
So how lucky am I?
I tell you how: I have three beautiful children, healthy ones (hope so), a roof over my head, a mother still living, a nice hubby, two doggies and a kitty, my Dream, which came true (RESTAURANT) hope it's not going to become a Nightmare. I achieved a lot in my life, I believe that, and most of all I have GOD. That's how lucky I am.